OMG! I only have 6 days to finish my manuscript to achieve my goal for the month of May..

The good new..I already finished 1 manuscript..

 The bad news..I still have one..

But I'm looking forward to finish it since I just need 4,000 character to finish the chapter..by the way, tapos na yung story..nagkulangan lang ako ng character..supposedly 23K character ang need para sa isang manuscript but 19K lang pala ang sakin..wahaha! Waaaahhhhhhh!!!!!

This May I'm going to send two manuscript..well it was my GOAL for this month..wahaha! 

Hopefully sana ma approved. Kinakarir ko ang pagbuo sa aking mga nobela. Puro mga mga hindi tapos. Either nasa chapter 7 or chapter 9 lang..

Dapat kay Iva lang ang isa-submit ko (one of the trilogy I made..kapal eh no! wala pa ngan na approved trilogy na agad ang naisip) kaso nakita ko si Aragon.. ayun nangati ang kamay ko na i-edit dahil biglang nag run ang kwento sa isipan ko at ang daming scene na pwede kong idagdag. Wahaha! Ilusyunadang palaka lang ako dahil I still need 5 thousand character para matapos si Aragon. But mind you tapos na kwento. Meron na siyang END..wahaha! kaso lang pagtingin ko sa word count 18,000 character pa lang..OMG! I need 23,000 to 24,000 words! My goodness!

Kay Iva naman ilang character na lang ang kailangan ko pero ewan ko ba at bigla na lang siyang nanahimik. Grrr..nasa last scene na ako..kaso ayaw talaga niyang magsalita. Oh! come on girl speak up..ang sagot mo na lang ang hinihintay ni Nicholas para magwakas ang kwento ninyo..wahaha! (kinausap daw ang mga character ng kwento)

But anyways kailangan ko silang tapusin para makapag submit na ako. My God! ako na lang ang wala pang approved sa mga kasama ko sa workshop. Nape-pressure tuloy ako!

Seven? Eight? I don't know..all I know it's been a years now..and it was a month of May.


If only I could turned back time........

I was once again shaken by the blog I read a moment ago by Mr. Fitz (Ready To Be Rich)

Think About and Plan For Your Future

It was true that this big word can often overwhelm and paralyze us. Yes we are thinking everyday but I don't know if all of us are planning for a future. In my case when I ask my self what are my goals and where I wanted to go in this life. Many things come flooding in my mind but these are uncertain plans. I was undecided if that is I really want. At first what I want is cleared but along the process it become. I loose track. Too bad right? But there still hope and I'm not loosing it.

I want to share to you the part that hits me in his blog. Hoping it will also help you out there.


Think long-term
I realized that life is full of choices, and each time we decide, we are actually choosing between short-term happy moments, and long-term joyful chapters in later life.
Should I buy this shoes which are on sale or should I buy that recipe book on healthy home-cooked meals? The first choice will make me look good in the next few months; but the second one will help me become and stay healthy for many years.
Should I go out and watch a movie this weekend or should I stay home and work on a business plan? The first choice will entertain me for a few hours; but the second one will help me get out of the corporate world and quit the rat race.
Should I use this extra money to buy a new smartphone or should I invest it in the stock market? The first choice will make me happy in the next couple of years; but the second one will help me retire early and live comfortably from that time until the rest of my life.
The choice is yours; and I hope you choose to think long-term most of the time.
We all need those short-term happy moments… but remember to start and continue writing those long-term joyful chapters of your life today.

It was a few years after I started working when I realized that there really is a need to think about and plan for the future, simply because it will certainly come.
Ask yourself, which has a greater chance of happening:

• You, reaching 30 years old; or you, dying in a freak accident during your 20s?
• You, reaching 50 years old; or you, dying from a fatal disease before that?

While the negative scenarios can certainly happen, specially if you live life carelessly; they are however, for most people… very unlikely to happen because all of us are empowered with the will to live a long and fruitful life.

Think back how you were five years ago, and compare how much different your life is today.

Five years ago, what were your worries, your concerns, your problems? Five years ago, what were your priorities, your goals, your dreams? Are they still the same today?

Those are the question that Mr.Fitz want us to answer and reflect from his blog Ready To Be Rich. 

Five years ago, what were my worries, my concerns, my problems? 

Five years ago back 2007. I was worried because I still don't have a job. I graduated 2006 and imagine my frustration because I was vacant that time. Feeling left behind for no company accepting me. One year straight I was standby! Meaning no money..wahaha!


Five years ago, what were your priorities, your goals, your dreams?


I want to have a job. I want to be a part of a stable company. I want to write a novel in my free time. I want to have a boyfriend. I want to have a savings!


 Are they still the same today?


Uhhmm some of them..


I want to have a job - checked
I want to be a part of a stable company - checked
I want to write a novel in my free time - partly not fulfilled though I am writing, none of my manuscript was approved..by the way I submitted 2 manuscript..hehe!
I want to have a boyfriend - checked
I want to have a savings! - FAILED.. my LIABILITIES are high compare to my SAVINGS!


I know I was in trouble but I still think positive. I know I can make it, I know I CAN I am just lazy sometimes..tsk! tsk! 

Goodbyes are hard. 
It may be harder for the person leaving..
But it's always hardest for the one being left behind..