Yay! Tagal ko palang nawala..as in wala man akong entry noong June..pambihira!
Wala naman akong pinagka abalahan ng sobra talaga noon june..nagsulat lang ako pero di ko man natapos..hehe!
(Pinahirapan ako ni Olive..hindi na umusad ang kwento nya na chapter 5 lang..)

By the way highway..out of 5 na pinagbigyan ko ng 2 manuscript (IVA & NICHOLAS) and (ALEERA & ARAGON) dalawa lang ang nagbasa at nag comment.
Nakakalungkot din diba? pero ganun talaga hindi naman pwedeng ipagpilitan kung ayaw nilang basahin..

1 - yung isang pinagbigyan ko..mukha naman talaga siyang interesadong magbasa..nung matapos ko sabi niya "oh! talaga po tapos nyo na? galing nyo naman po! sige po basahin ko i send nyo sa akin..ako naman syempre send agad para mabasa na nya at makapag comment..week passed..wala man siyang sinabi.. parang tinignan nya lang..meron naman siyang time kasi nakakapag basa siya ng PDF na english..hehe! nakakapag chat ng madalas sa chatmate niya..


until such time na umabot na ng month..inamag na ang sinend kong manuscript hindi man niya tinapos..wahaha! 


pero thats life..ganyan talaga..

2 - yung pangalawang pinagbigyan ko..pagka bigay ko nag comment siya kaagad noong matapos niya..sabi niya "ikaw ba talaga sumulat nun, sis? para ka na pala writer..blah! blah! blah!

but of course she's my sister! 


3 - i'm expecting a lot to him kasi alam ko na wide reader din siya aside from the fact that he's my online friend..noong ibigay ko yung concept nung isusulat kong nobela..comment to the max siya with matching picture pa na para daw ito yung mga nabi-visualized nyang karakter..

kaso ilang months din bago ko natapos manuscript..nawalan na ata yung excitement nya, dahil nung ibigay ko yung manuscript di ko na alam kung binasa pa niya..pero sabi niya busy siya..wahaha! tapos yun ala din..


but then again thats life..i need to bare it..


4 - well ito ata yung taong walang kasawa sawang magbasa ng mga manuscript ko kahit na reject..wahaha! kapag binigay ko sa kanya yung manuscript talagang babasahin niya at bibigyan ka niya ng bonggang bonggang comment..


friends for life talaga kami nito..


i salute her patience towards my work..


5 - yung last na pinagbigyan ko, nagkataon lang na wala nako mapahiram na pocketbook sa kanya..so sabi ko "if you want po basahin nyo ginawa ko tapos comment kayo" hehe! ayun nag sure naman..sinave pa nga niya sa desktop niya..kaso lang katulad ni number 1..hindi man niya binasa..mas gusto niyang pagtiagaan basahin yung mga luma kong pocketbook kaysa basahin ang mga gawa kong manuscript..wapak!


ayun..wala naman akong magagawa ganyan talaga ang buhay..


THE LESSON?


some people will just ignore you..
some will help at the start but not in the end..

but there are still people who are willing to help despite their busy life..

we need to focus towards our goal..
don't mind other people..remember the saying "what other people think of you is none of your business!"

makaka published din ako..balang araw makaka approved din ako ng manuscript! wahaha!

Alright! Success! I made it! 


GOAL COMPLETE for the month of MAY


Done editing my 2 manuscript..


Hopefully makapag pass ako this coming week..naisip kong i edit na muna bago i submit para atleast makakita pa ako kung anong mali..hehe!

OMG! I only have 6 days to finish my manuscript to achieve my goal for the month of May..

The good new..I already finished 1 manuscript..

 The bad news..I still have one..

But I'm looking forward to finish it since I just need 4,000 character to finish the chapter..by the way, tapos na yung story..nagkulangan lang ako ng character..supposedly 23K character ang need para sa isang manuscript but 19K lang pala ang sakin..wahaha! Waaaahhhhhhh!!!!!

This May I'm going to send two manuscript..well it was my GOAL for this month..wahaha! 

Hopefully sana ma approved. Kinakarir ko ang pagbuo sa aking mga nobela. Puro mga mga hindi tapos. Either nasa chapter 7 or chapter 9 lang..

Dapat kay Iva lang ang isa-submit ko (one of the trilogy I made..kapal eh no! wala pa ngan na approved trilogy na agad ang naisip) kaso nakita ko si Aragon.. ayun nangati ang kamay ko na i-edit dahil biglang nag run ang kwento sa isipan ko at ang daming scene na pwede kong idagdag. Wahaha! Ilusyunadang palaka lang ako dahil I still need 5 thousand character para matapos si Aragon. But mind you tapos na kwento. Meron na siyang END..wahaha! kaso lang pagtingin ko sa word count 18,000 character pa lang..OMG! I need 23,000 to 24,000 words! My goodness!

Kay Iva naman ilang character na lang ang kailangan ko pero ewan ko ba at bigla na lang siyang nanahimik. Grrr..nasa last scene na ako..kaso ayaw talaga niyang magsalita. Oh! come on girl speak up..ang sagot mo na lang ang hinihintay ni Nicholas para magwakas ang kwento ninyo..wahaha! (kinausap daw ang mga character ng kwento)

But anyways kailangan ko silang tapusin para makapag submit na ako. My God! ako na lang ang wala pang approved sa mga kasama ko sa workshop. Nape-pressure tuloy ako!

Seven? Eight? I don't know..all I know it's been a years now..and it was a month of May.


If only I could turned back time........

I was once again shaken by the blog I read a moment ago by Mr. Fitz (Ready To Be Rich)

Think About and Plan For Your Future

It was true that this big word can often overwhelm and paralyze us. Yes we are thinking everyday but I don't know if all of us are planning for a future. In my case when I ask my self what are my goals and where I wanted to go in this life. Many things come flooding in my mind but these are uncertain plans. I was undecided if that is I really want. At first what I want is cleared but along the process it become. I loose track. Too bad right? But there still hope and I'm not loosing it.

I want to share to you the part that hits me in his blog. Hoping it will also help you out there.


Think long-term
I realized that life is full of choices, and each time we decide, we are actually choosing between short-term happy moments, and long-term joyful chapters in later life.
Should I buy this shoes which are on sale or should I buy that recipe book on healthy home-cooked meals? The first choice will make me look good in the next few months; but the second one will help me become and stay healthy for many years.
Should I go out and watch a movie this weekend or should I stay home and work on a business plan? The first choice will entertain me for a few hours; but the second one will help me get out of the corporate world and quit the rat race.
Should I use this extra money to buy a new smartphone or should I invest it in the stock market? The first choice will make me happy in the next couple of years; but the second one will help me retire early and live comfortably from that time until the rest of my life.
The choice is yours; and I hope you choose to think long-term most of the time.
We all need those short-term happy moments… but remember to start and continue writing those long-term joyful chapters of your life today.

It was a few years after I started working when I realized that there really is a need to think about and plan for the future, simply because it will certainly come.
Ask yourself, which has a greater chance of happening:

• You, reaching 30 years old; or you, dying in a freak accident during your 20s?
• You, reaching 50 years old; or you, dying from a fatal disease before that?

While the negative scenarios can certainly happen, specially if you live life carelessly; they are however, for most people… very unlikely to happen because all of us are empowered with the will to live a long and fruitful life.

Think back how you were five years ago, and compare how much different your life is today.

Five years ago, what were your worries, your concerns, your problems? Five years ago, what were your priorities, your goals, your dreams? Are they still the same today?

Those are the question that Mr.Fitz want us to answer and reflect from his blog Ready To Be Rich. 

Five years ago, what were my worries, my concerns, my problems? 

Five years ago back 2007. I was worried because I still don't have a job. I graduated 2006 and imagine my frustration because I was vacant that time. Feeling left behind for no company accepting me. One year straight I was standby! Meaning no money..wahaha!


Five years ago, what were your priorities, your goals, your dreams?


I want to have a job. I want to be a part of a stable company. I want to write a novel in my free time. I want to have a boyfriend. I want to have a savings!


 Are they still the same today?


Uhhmm some of them..


I want to have a job - checked
I want to be a part of a stable company - checked
I want to write a novel in my free time - partly not fulfilled though I am writing, none of my manuscript was approved..by the way I submitted 2 manuscript..hehe!
I want to have a boyfriend - checked
I want to have a savings! - FAILED.. my LIABILITIES are high compare to my SAVINGS!


I know I was in trouble but I still think positive. I know I can make it, I know I CAN I am just lazy sometimes..tsk! tsk! 

Goodbyes are hard. 
It may be harder for the person leaving..
But it's always hardest for the one being left behind..

Dear Lord,

I know there something wrong with me..dahil nagiging inggiterang palaka na naman ako..wahaha!
Lahat na lang ng bagay kinaiingitan ko ngayon. Kapag meron magandang nangyayari sa buhay nila, sa career, lovelife, naiiggit ako..yung tipong gusto ko ako din.. wahaha!

Ano bang dapat gawin kong solution sa aking pagiging inggiterang palaka?

a.wag ng magbukas ng facebook! para di ka na updated sa success nila
b.simulan mo na ang mga dapat gawin para maging successful din
c.its only in the mind..

It was first time in history of our relationship that I didn't even bother to text him or give him a surprise in his BIRTHDAY..not because I don't love him anymore but because I think it's better that way..


By the way even though he doesn't know..I file a vacation leave on his birthday.. 
I went to church and pray for him..I ask God to make him happy kahit ala ako..kasi kung nandun ako hindi ko rin naman alam kung magiging masaya siya eh..I don't know what happen but as days passed we are becoming stranger to each other..I know we need to talk but I don't know if he still feel that way..


3 Years Before..in his 29th Birthday..March 02,2010




Masaya kami dito kasi bago pa kami..excited pa sa isat isa..mag 3 months pa lang kasi dito..kulitan to the highest level bago matulog..kahit pagod kaya pa rin niyang ngumiti sa akin..


He said he was thankful and surprise..hehe! nagluto pa ako ng bake macaroni kaso errr hindi naman masarap..it's the effort that count daw..




30th Birthday March 02, 2011


Kahit may sakit siya..pinilit ko pa rin siyang mag celebrate ng birthday niya..kahit na ayaw niya..wahaha! kahit na naiinis siya nun kasi gusto niya magpahinga..kinulit ko pa rin siya at pumunta ako sa bahay nila

“Sometimes it only takes a little spark to change the meaning of your life.”

Galit, selos, pride, balikan ng mali, minsan hindi ko na alam kung anong pinagtatalunan ng bawat isa pati maliliit na bagay. Anong pinaglalaban namin. Sino bang panalo? Parehas kaming talo sa laban na dapat magkakampi kami. Masakit makita na lahat ginagawa niya para magkaroon ulit kayo ng spark pero bakit ganun? habang lalo niyang pinipilit lalong nawawala. Ang dating masaya, masigla at magandang pagsasama ay napalitan ng lungkot, hindi pagbibigayan at hindi pagkaka intindihan. Teka, ala naman sa plano ito. At sigurado ako parehas namin ayaw ang mga nangyayari


Dapat pa ba kaming lumaban pa o kailangan na lang namin tanggapin ang katotohanan na hindi kami para sa isat isa. Nagsimula sa napakasayang lovestory pero katulad ng karamihan malungkot ang ending. Baka siguro hanggang dito na nga lang kami. Ito na ata ang aming finish line.


Minsan kaming nagtawanan.. Minsan kaming naging masaya.. Minsan parang kami lang ang tao sa mundo. Dahil kapag magkasama kami, OKAY NA LAHAT. Nakalimutan na namin ang MINSAN


Feelings and emotions change. It doesn't mean that if you don't feel something for each other anymore, the love is gone. If love were only feelings then there is no such thing as lasting. Love can sometimes turn numb or even be boring. You just have to be patience cause love itself is life. Not all the time you are in for all it's happiness, sometimes you also have to give in to it's bitterness. But no matter what, as long as you choose and decide to continue, it will be more beautiful.
 
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Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose ourselves in our emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there are love that grows, and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question love when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been....silent, mysterious and deeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when its time to say good-bye.


When we fall in love, we don't want that feeling to end for it is everything we are, everything we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But if it doesn't then we should never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartaches begin.


There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say good-bye to the feeling we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart. For love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling resounding silently forever.


Then we'll know that love never left us, for the good that we have become because of love will always stay. Love will always be there, reminding us that we should be thankful and happy not because we have lost love, but because, for once in our lives, that feeling called love lived in our hearts and made us happy.
 

I did it! I know I can make it..wahaha! Nagawa ko na kasi dati yun eh..nakalimutan ko lang ulit..pero ngayon nagawa ko na ulit..wahaha! Everytime kasi na ipopost ko ang aking blog sa facebook walang summary..tulad nung nasa picture..as in pangalan lang nung blog ko tsaka yung image..eh sa gusto ko meron summary kaya ayun..hehe! pinag aralan ko ulit at nagawa ko naman..galin ko no! wahaha!

eto yung site..baka makatulong sa inyo http://www.bloggersentral.com/2010/11/facebook-share-shows-wrong-description.html

allow me to share to you the blog that I once read Ready To Be Rich by Fitz..really inspiring..

Be Extraordinary: 8 Steps To Living The Life You’ve Always Wanted

Are you bored with your daily routine? Tired of doing the same things, day in and day out?
Are you unhappy with how life is treating for you? And wish that everything could be different?
If your answer is yes, then you have a bad case of being ordinary.
There is nothing wrong with you, and you’re definitely not the only person who feels this way about themselves.
In fact, most people live exactly this kind of life… but that’s because they choose to be ordinary.
So why be ordinary when you can be extraordinary, right?

If you want more excitement, more variety, more happiness and more things to happen for you, then just follow this 8-step guide on how to add that “extra” to your ordinary life.

8 Step To Living The Life You’ve Always Wanted

Step 1: Dream big.
Everything starts with a dream. And when you dream, always dream big. Make it so big it scares you. But more than that, believe that you can do it. Own it and tell yourself you deserve it.
When people discourage and tell you that your dream is ridiculously impossible to achieve, remember that fifty years ago, everyone thought it’s ridiculously impossible for man to go to the moon.
Step 2: Set the wheels in motion.
They say the best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up. This simply means you have to stop wishing and start acting.
Learn the essential tools, practice and hone your craft. Stop procrastinating, don’t waste your time with the unnecessary. Remember that the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
Step 3: Keep moving forward.
In pursuing a dream, there is always a point when everything will seem hopeless; a time when you start to question and doubt yourself. “This is not going to happen. I can’t do it,” you might say.
This is the time when most people quit, and go back to their ordinary lives. For you, it’s simply a time to rest.
Stop and look back at how far away you’ve already gone, don’t you want to see what lies ahead for you next? Yes, you do, that’s why you’ll keep on moving forward.
Step 4: Stretch your limits.
The only way to grow is to push yourself beyond your known limits. Train and practice. Face your fears. Break your own records.
Allow yourself to be uncomfortable, don’t be afraid of it. Because every time you do, you are changing your world, you are leaving ordinary, and becoming extraordinary.

Step 5: Make the sacrifice.
We all make sacrifices to get the things we want. You may not always notice it, but it’s how the universe keeps balance. When you begin to understand this law, letting go of things that tether you to an ordinary life becomes easier.
This sacrifice could be your time, your money, your present comfort levels or current material possessions… sometimes, it could even be your relationships. Be willing to pay the prize, because it’s always worth it in the end.
Step 6: Seize opportunities.
Open your eyes to the new world you’re creating and see that it is a world abundant of opportunities. You’ve come a long way, and you’re prepared now, more than ever, to make your dreams a reality.
When you let go of the old and ordinary you, then you’re slowly becoming the new and extraordinary version of yourself. You’ve learned to say “NO” in the previous step, now it’s time to say “YES” to the life you deserve.
Step 7: Build relationships.
The happiest and most successful people on Earth are those who are always surrounded by those who love and support them. End your destructive relationships and build authentic ones that reward you with positivity.
But more than this, be an extraordinary influence to others and help them to be the success that you are becoming. Share your blessings and you’ll see that life will give you more.
Step 8: Be extraordinary.
How do you transform your ordinary life to an extraordinary adventure that everyone would want to live? By living true to your passion and pursuing dreams that ordinary people don’t even dare to dream.
Realize that being extraordinary simply means logging in the extra hours to make it happen. Being extraordinary doesn’t happen overnight, and it’s not an easy ride to take. But it is the only way to live the life you’ve wanted, the life you deserve.
Remember that an extraordinary life is a result of inspiration, determination, focus, patience, sacrifice, optimism, passion and a conscious decision to be more than ordinary.

Now I know that GOD is simply laughing at me, why? because He was keeping me into temptation. He send someone so I will not betray anyone..wahaha!

have you ever experience na panirang moments ka sa dalawang tao?


hehe! kasi ikaw yung tipo ng tao na kapag naisipan bigla na lang nagsu-surprise visit..
then pagdating mo.. may bisitang pandangal din bukod sa iyo..
yung tipong hindi ka na maka atras kasi gabi na wala ka ng masasakyan pauwi..wahaha!


then you just pretend normal kahit alam mong nasisira mo ang bonding moments nila.
you just pretend everything is normal even if it doesn't..wahaha!


tapos pagtulog, hindi mo alam kung saan side ka mahihiga para matulog..na bigla ka na lang mapapangiti kasi
alam mo na he was torn between the two of you..kung kaninong side siya tatabi, kung sayo ba o sa kanya o kung gigitna na lang siya.


ayaw mo naman talagang maka istorbo, eh, then you feel sorry kasi hindi sila makakapag bonding dahil sa iyo.
yung lahat ng dapat nilang gagawin ay hindi nila magagawa dahil sa iyo..eh nandun ka kasi!


tapos nyan medyo paranoid ka..papasok sa banyo then biglang titingin sa salamin at may maliit na boses na magsasabi sa iyo na "ang dumi ng utak mo..palibhasa ikaw epal!"  wahaha!


hindi ka pa makukuntento..bigla kang mapapatingin sa basurahan..na parang nandun ang hinahanap mong kasagutan na pilit umuukilkil sa iyo na "nasan?" wahaha!


tutunog ang cellphone kahit na ayaw mong marinig bigla mong maiisip.."ano kayang nakasulat sa mga text message?" wahaha! tapos gustong gusto mong basahin tulad ng ginagawa mo noon.. kaya lang maiisip mo "what if ako ang nakalagay dun? err tulad ng nabasa mo noon na "wag mo na muna sabihin sa kanya para hindi na muna siya pumunta" edi ouch ouch ka na naman..aray ko ang saklap diba?


eto pa ang masaklap..bago ka pumunta doon, hinanda mo lahat ng mga pampaganda mo..yung tipong ikaw na lang ang glamorosa! magmula sa dress to kill, toiletries..tapos toinks! hindi pala pwede lahat ng mga yun..

tapos kinabukasan para kang sinisilihan kasi gustong gusto mo ng umalis..wahaha! umaga palang pack up ka na..sasabihin mong may pasok ka.. kahit ala ka naman gagawin sa bahay dahil day off mo..




from anonymous
master of deception

Oh my! saan na nga ba ako papunta? Parang wala akong nauumpisahan at wala din naman akong natatapos. Saan na nga ba papunta ang aking buhay?

Those are the questions that always bugging me this past few days. Where am I going in this life? What keeps holding me?

I'm afraid to get out on my comfort zone..
I'm afraid of another rejection..
I'm afraid to fail..
I'm afraid to what people will tell..
I'm afraid to leave my friends who became my best buddies..
I'm afraid to take a risk..
I'm afraid to do the things that I am not good at..
I'm afraid of becoming a past nor future..


Hell! now I realized it's all because I'm AFRAID!!!
I am really afraid to face them..that's why my life is like a routine this past few days. A cycle that keeps on repeating..never have a fulfilling days.


I am broke..yes! I really am..
I was just good from the start, but along the way as the process continue I get distracted. Resentment come crushing in my vein and I suddenly stop. I become lazy to continue what I have been started. I am not motivated.


What a waste of time, isn't it?


While I am browsing the net I accidentally see this quotes.




Nice one, right? I am not committed to what I do that's why it keep's on repeating itself. 

Here is another inspirational quote got from web.


Maybe I should print this one and post in my terminal to keep me motivated.

I know I can make it..I am not just motivated.

Yes! definitely I'm back! Why a glimpse of hope? err i just want it..walang basagan ng trip..wahaha! It just happen I'm happy..start with


First
Kwentong M&M..everytime na nakikipag check ako kay sir jeff sa gmail..meron siyang M&M..at ako dadampot kakain..syempre masaya kasi chocolate din yun eh..and favorite ko ang chocolate..wahaha!

Second
Nakapag edit ako ng aking manuscript..well it is really a good news for me..after a long time I'm back to rolling..hehe!

Third
May nagpapareserved ng buong set ng sweetheart series..1,200 din yun ah..though hindi sa akin ang pera alam kong umpisa na ulit yun..wahaha!


I'm just happy..welcome back jhet! wahaha!

i read one of the post of my friend..galing meron na siyang nakapasok na trilogy..ako kaya kelan ulit ako magsusulat? isa lang naman ang alam ko eh..parang distructed ako now..di ako makapag concentrate sa isang bagay..

di ko nga alam kung makapag pasa ako ngayon taon na ito ng manuscript..kasi naman up to now chapter 7 pa rin ako dun sa sinusulat ko last year..wala ng dumadating na scene sa mga character ko that's why I decided to stop it..beside I dont know if I'm doing it right..

di kaya wala akong pera kaya distructed ako? wahaha! dami ko kasing babayaran na bill this coming month of february..then di ko pa alam kung saan ako kukuha..wahaha!

uuhhmm the place is so solemn..you can really feel the presence of GOD..specially when you are looking to the breathtaking view of the place..


attended the mass by 11:00am..songs are good..how can I describe the feeling? it feels like I was baptized again by GOD..


now I can say..my life has just begun..

At long last nagawa ko siya!!!! yung tipong tama na sa aking panlasa..yahuu!!
well..I'm talking here about my blog! wahaha! 


sa dinami dami kasi ng blog na ginawa ko..puro ako palit ng palit ng themes or template..yung tipong hindi ako nasisiyahan..wahaha! pero ngayon eto final na talaga ito teng! 


mapple tree with matching falling mapple leaves..*di naman halata na favorite ko ang mapple tree eh no..ewan nasisiyahan ako sa kanila..teka meron bang mapple tree sa pilipinas? o sa ibang bansa lang talaga? di pa ako nakakita eh..* at meron pang shinning shinning ewan..wahaha! basta! nakikita nyo naman diba.. *kapal parang ang dami ng follower ko samantalang wala man kahit isa!* at meron din maliit na cute na bata sa sidebar..na nagtatatalak! wahaha!


this is it!!! pak!


err isa na lang ang isosolve ko nito..kung paano yung kapag pinost mo yung link sa FB na merong  summary na lilitaw..dati nagawa ko na yun..ngayon ayaw na naman..

Err!! Bago matapos ang taon ng 2011 sabi ko gagawa ako ng aking New Years Goal..at first sa mga dinecide ko ay ang end ng aking FB kay master of deception..as in!!! so December 30 is the final day..kasi 31 uwi na ako..ayun December 30 nakapag goodbye naman ng bonggang bonggang goodbye with matching head salute..ang taray ko pa te!
(biglang lagapak ang aking beauty ngayon lang January 10, 2012..naman! di bale meron pa naman chinese new year! )


2nd na gagawin ko is yung aking planner ng income and expenses..start ng january 1..bumili pa ako ng mga maliit na notebook bago matapos ang taon..isa para sa aking mga rent & sales..isa para GOAL list..at isa para sa aking financial statement..
(aba! naman te! anong petsa na hanggang ngayon blangko pa rin ang unang page..wahaha! san ka pa! ergo, as of this moment..malabo pa aking mga kaperahan at kautangan..ang nag ca-calcu lang ay ang aking magaling na utak..wahaha!)


3rd susulat ako ng aking 2012 new years goal list..yung tipong babasahin ko araw-araw para maremind ako ng aking layunin at patutunguhan..
(kumusta naman? hanggang ngayon number 1 palang ako..wahaha! eto palang nagagawa ko..charan!!! blow trumphet! 1. I am responsible to my happiness. People around me can only supply 30% of my happiness therefore I am in charge of the 70% of my happiness..panalo di ba? waging wagi!)


o diba bongga ng aking mga gusto? pero wala naman akong ginawa..tinamad na naman ako..haiisttt..and the most difficult battle I am facing everyday is conquering the laziness and resentment that sometimes creeping my soul..


... and the most difficult battle I am facing everyday is conquering the laziness and resentment that sometimes creeping my soul. 

There are places I remember
all my life, though some have changed.
Some forever, not for better.
And some have gone, and some remain.


All these places have their moments
with lovers and friends I still can't recall.
Some are dead and some are living.
In my life I love them all.


But of all these friends and lovers,
there is no one compares with you.
And these memories lose their meaning
when I think of love as something new.


Though I know I'll never ever lose affection
for people and things that went before,
I know I'll often stop and think about them.
In my life I love you more.


Though I know I'll never ever lose affection
for people and things that went before,
I know I'll often stop and think of them.
But in my life I loved you more.
I love you more.
I love you more.