Dear Lord,

I know there something wrong with me..dahil nagiging inggiterang palaka na naman ako..wahaha!
Lahat na lang ng bagay kinaiingitan ko ngayon. Kapag meron magandang nangyayari sa buhay nila, sa career, lovelife, naiiggit ako..yung tipong gusto ko ako din.. wahaha!

Ano bang dapat gawin kong solution sa aking pagiging inggiterang palaka?

a.wag ng magbukas ng facebook! para di ka na updated sa success nila
b.simulan mo na ang mga dapat gawin para maging successful din
c.its only in the mind..

It was first time in history of our relationship that I didn't even bother to text him or give him a surprise in his BIRTHDAY..not because I don't love him anymore but because I think it's better that way..


By the way even though he doesn't know..I file a vacation leave on his birthday.. 
I went to church and pray for him..I ask God to make him happy kahit ala ako..kasi kung nandun ako hindi ko rin naman alam kung magiging masaya siya eh..I don't know what happen but as days passed we are becoming stranger to each other..I know we need to talk but I don't know if he still feel that way..


3 Years Before..in his 29th Birthday..March 02,2010




Masaya kami dito kasi bago pa kami..excited pa sa isat isa..mag 3 months pa lang kasi dito..kulitan to the highest level bago matulog..kahit pagod kaya pa rin niyang ngumiti sa akin..


He said he was thankful and surprise..hehe! nagluto pa ako ng bake macaroni kaso errr hindi naman masarap..it's the effort that count daw..




30th Birthday March 02, 2011


Kahit may sakit siya..pinilit ko pa rin siyang mag celebrate ng birthday niya..kahit na ayaw niya..wahaha! kahit na naiinis siya nun kasi gusto niya magpahinga..kinulit ko pa rin siya at pumunta ako sa bahay nila