Author: bewithme247
•Sunday, January 29, 2012
Oh my! saan na nga ba ako papunta? Parang wala akong nauumpisahan at wala din naman akong natatapos. Saan na nga ba papunta ang aking buhay?
Those are the questions that always bugging me this past few days. Where am I going in this life? What keeps holding me?
I'm afraid to get out on my comfort zone..
I'm afraid of another rejection..
I'm afraid to fail..
I'm afraid to what people will tell..
I'm afraid to leave my friends who became my best buddies..
I'm afraid to take a risk..
I'm afraid to do the things that I am not good at..
I'm afraid of becoming a past nor future..
Hell! now I realized it's all because I'm AFRAID!!!
I am really afraid to face them..that's why my life is like a routine this past few days. A cycle that keeps on repeating..never have a fulfilling days.
I am broke..yes! I really am..
I was just good from the start, but along the way as the process continue I get distracted. Resentment come crushing in my vein and I suddenly stop. I become lazy to continue what I have been started. I am not motivated.
What a waste of time, isn't it?
While I am browsing the net I accidentally see this quotes.
Nice one, right? I am not committed to what I do that's why it keep's on repeating itself.
Here is another inspirational quote got from web.
Maybe I should print this one and post in my terminal to keep me motivated.
I know I can make it..I am not just motivated.
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Author: bewithme247
•Sunday, January 15, 2012
Yes! definitely I'm back! Why a glimpse of hope? err i just want it..walang basagan ng trip..wahaha! It just happen I'm happy..start with
First
Kwentong M&M..everytime na nakikipag check ako kay sir jeff sa gmail..meron siyang M&M..at ako dadampot kakain..syempre masaya kasi chocolate din yun eh..and favorite ko ang chocolate..wahaha!
Second
Nakapag edit ako ng aking manuscript..well it is really a good news for me..after a long time I'm back to rolling..hehe!
Third
May nagpapareserved ng buong set ng sweetheart series..1,200 din yun ah..though hindi sa akin ang pera alam kong umpisa na ulit yun..wahaha!
I'm just happy..welcome back jhet! wahaha!
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Author: bewithme247
•Thursday, January 12, 2012
i read one of the post of my friend..galing meron na siyang nakapasok na trilogy..ako kaya kelan ulit ako magsusulat? isa lang naman ang alam ko eh..parang distructed ako now..di ako makapag concentrate sa isang bagay..
di ko nga alam kung makapag pasa ako ngayon taon na ito ng manuscript..kasi naman up to now chapter 7 pa rin ako dun sa sinusulat ko last year..wala ng dumadating na scene sa mga character ko that's why I decided to stop it..beside I dont know if I'm doing it right..
di kaya wala akong pera kaya distructed ako? wahaha! dami ko kasing babayaran na bill this coming month of february..then di ko pa alam kung saan ako kukuha..wahaha!
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Author: bewithme247
•Wednesday, January 11, 2012
uuhhmm the place is so solemn..you can really feel the presence of GOD..specially when you are looking to the breathtaking view of the place..
attended the mass by 11:00am..songs are good..how can I describe the feeling? it feels like I was baptized again by GOD..
now I can say..my life has just begun..
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Author: bewithme247
•Tuesday, January 10, 2012
At long last nagawa ko siya!!!! yung tipong tama na sa aking panlasa..yahuu!!
well..I'm talking here about my blog! wahaha!
sa dinami dami kasi ng blog na ginawa ko..puro ako palit ng palit ng themes or template..yung tipong hindi ako nasisiyahan..wahaha! pero ngayon eto final na talaga ito teng!
mapple tree with matching falling mapple leaves..*di naman halata na favorite ko ang mapple tree eh no..ewan nasisiyahan ako sa kanila..teka meron bang mapple tree sa pilipinas? o sa ibang bansa lang talaga? di pa ako nakakita eh..* at meron pang shinning shinning ewan..wahaha! basta! nakikita nyo naman diba.. *kapal parang ang dami ng follower ko samantalang wala man kahit isa!* at meron din maliit na cute na bata sa sidebar..na nagtatatalak! wahaha!
this is it!!! pak!
err isa na lang ang isosolve ko nito..kung paano yung kapag pinost mo yung link sa FB na merong summary na lilitaw..dati nagawa ko na yun..ngayon ayaw na naman..
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Author: bewithme247
•Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Err!! Bago matapos ang taon ng 2011 sabi ko gagawa ako ng aking New Years Goal..at first sa mga dinecide ko ay ang end ng aking FB kay master of deception..as in!!! so December 30 is the final day..kasi 31 uwi na ako..ayun December 30 nakapag goodbye naman ng bonggang bonggang goodbye with matching head salute..ang taray ko pa te!
(biglang lagapak ang aking beauty ngayon lang January 10, 2012..naman! di bale meron pa naman chinese new year! )
2nd na gagawin ko is yung aking planner ng income and expenses..start ng january 1..bumili pa ako ng mga maliit na notebook bago matapos ang taon..isa para sa aking mga rent & sales..isa para GOAL list..at isa para sa aking financial statement..
(aba! naman te! anong petsa na hanggang ngayon blangko pa rin ang unang page..wahaha! san ka pa! ergo, as of this moment..malabo pa aking mga kaperahan at kautangan..ang nag ca-calcu lang ay ang aking magaling na utak..wahaha!)
3rd susulat ako ng aking 2012 new years goal list..yung tipong babasahin ko araw-araw para maremind ako ng aking layunin at patutunguhan..
(kumusta naman? hanggang ngayon number 1 palang ako..wahaha! eto palang nagagawa ko..charan!!! blow trumphet! 1. I am responsible to my happiness. People around me can only supply 30% of my happiness therefore I am in charge of the 70% of my happiness..panalo di ba? waging wagi!)
o diba bongga ng aking mga gusto? pero wala naman akong ginawa..tinamad na naman ako..haiisttt..and the most difficult battle I am facing everyday is conquering the laziness and resentment that sometimes creeping my soul..
... and the most difficult battle I am facing everyday is conquering the laziness and resentment that sometimes creeping my soul.
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Author: bewithme247
•Monday, January 09, 2012
There are places I remember
all my life, though some have changed.
Some forever, not for better.
And some have gone, and some remain.
All these places have their moments
with lovers and friends I still can't recall.
Some are dead and some are living.
In my life I love them all.
But of all these friends and lovers,
there is no one compares with you.
And these memories lose their meaning
when I think of love as something new.
Though I know I'll never ever lose affection
for people and things that went before,
I know I'll often stop and think about them.
In my life I love you more.
Though I know I'll never ever lose affection
for people and things that went before,
I know I'll often stop and think of them.
But in my life I loved you more.
I love you more.
I love you more.
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